Sometimes I just can’t deal with human interaction. Sometimes I just need to be left alone in my bedroom blasting music with no one disturbing me. These moods just come so randomly, like I will be feeling fine and I’ll go downstairs to the living room and my family will say something to me, could be as simple as “What are you doing?” and something in my mind just clicks and I find it mentally hard not to snap at them for no apparent reason, it will become very difficult to be nice to anybody when I’m in this “mood”. Literally all that I can do about it is just stay isolated in my room until it passes, until my mind decides it is ready to be around other humans. Maybe this makes me a loner, and honestly sometimes I feel like one but I just like being around myself sometimes. I’ll invite someone over to my house, or they’ll invite me over to theirs and I say yes. I get there and sometimes I literally just want to say “Can you leave now please?” or make up some excuse to leave (which I have dine before) I will literally go into settings on my phone and play a fake text tone and say “Oh my mom wants me home, so she’s coming to go pick me up” while casually texting my mother asking her to come pick me up. Like I will take the most extreme measures sometimes to avoid just being blunt and honest and just saying “I’m goanna go home now, I don’t feel like hanging out with you anymore” because I personally think it’s rude to say that. With my best friend which I have known since I was 3 I’m totally fine doing that with but I don’t usually have to because her and I rarely ever get bored of each other. Maybe I’m just a one of those people that only has like that one really close friend and no one else. I could just be anti-socail….. Anyone else get in these moods? Or is it just me? It’s probably just me because I’m a weird ape. WAIT WHAT IF IM ANTI-HUMAN? Omg I just found my soul animal xD

       -Katelynn